Confused would describe my current situation.

You wanted to care but they didn't share.

You didn't care but they told you how selfish you are.

You gave them attention, they didn't look back

You DGAF, they keep shouting "Hey look! Up here!"

Note to myself, we need to share not only the happiness but also the sadness .....

The art of sharing, somehow, you will notice how care your friends are ..... If they were beside you while you're happy, and they completely lost when you were covered in sadness ..... Then, I suggest you to look another 'best friends' though :)

Kinship ..... Friendship ..... would be completely bullshit if your friends didn't even know how fucked up you are ..... Even when you already use the "depressed" or "anxiety" mask though .....

The art of sharing, somehow, you will see who's still stand beside you in the very low point of you .....

Yups definitely .....

PS. This note was written for me, especially, learning from the fucked-up situation :))