That phase you need to overcome

23:01 rafi 3 Comments


No matter who you are, Introvert or Extrovert, constraint, haven't had any courage at all. There is a time when you need to stand up, stop justifying yourself, as you used to be. I know its hard to introduce yourself in front of people, I know it's hard to speak in front of awesome persons. You scared they would look down to you, and you're not worthy enough to stand up right over there.

But no,

It's just you overthinking, it's just you justifying yourself that can't do it, and you know what, unfortunately, you know how something works until it's done. This is how our world works, honey :)

I remembered, as an Introvert, Charlie hard to find any friends, if there's any, it's only one, and ...... his friend shot himself :") But then, there's a time, when he tried to fit in, try to introduce himself to Patrick, forget and leave his shy character behind, and ..... you know what happened? He found best friends for the rest of his life.

The result is unexpected, he's not only get Patrick, but also Sam, and got accepted as Wallflower.

The concept is pretty simple, no matter how fucked up your life, no matter how shy you are right now, and no matter how confidence your friends, that's already exchanged abroad, already being speakers nationally even Internationally, etc. Yups, formerly, they been like you, they been shy, they been discouraged because they think they can't. And they prove it wrong, they just took one step forward, leave everything behind, and TRY.

What next? Believe me, you won't never be the same anymore, because one of phase has been passed, and you take granted from it.

Hope it helped and good luck trying it, guys!

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Chasing a dream

23:56 rafi 8 Comments


There is a time,
When I was sleeping,
Dreaming how cool I am to be,
I could be a doctor
I could be an Astronaut,
I could be a Meteorologist,
I could be whatever I want

It happened so fast,
I woke up,
Charging up my energy,
And then face with reality

I study
I play
I work
I do whatever it takes to be the best of me
Reality is much harder
Time is running so slow,
Process takes time,
And the best thing to do is enjoy it

I remembered,
When I used to dream,
Everything goes easily,
But no, it never goes that way,
I gave my time,
I gave my energy,
Solving things haven't been unsolved,
Perfect what could be perfected,
Chased what could be chased

This how things done,
Pursuing my dreams aren't never about the result,
It's all about the process,
How could I manage doing things,
How could I keep focusing chase my dream,
How could I make it real,
This is my turn,
Dream, Believe, and Make it Happens


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Written by full time dreamers, with full time pursuers.
Soon to be Data Scientist, solving things effectively and beautifully
Cheers!


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Months to years without Instagram

22:16 rafi 6 Comments


Have you ever deactivated your social media or Instagram account?

I had.

I remembered, when I was 2nd to 3rd year student. I deactivated my Instagram account, and live without giving exposure to the world, who I am to be. If you saw my Instagram, there's a gap from 2013 to 2014, and jump directly to 2016. I haven't posted a single post in these gap. What happened? Why? As a Millennials, exposure is quite important, how amazing your life can be, right?

Haha. Not for me.

There's a time, where I want to be alone, to enjoy myself, without posting how amazing what I viewed in these world. Simple thing I enjoy so far, I was feeling the wind without my phone, I was breathing how fresh Bandung could be, without posting how fresh these could be. I probably had tons of trips back then, I saw what my friends posted, how amazing that could be, till forget how cool the process to get there.

Things that could be advantages are:

1. Low quota budget. What I need simply 100 mb a month, that only cost 20k a month for these package

2. Focused. When I woke up, I don't have any thought to check my phone, and post how lazy I am in that morning. What I need is breathing the fresh air in my dormitory, take a bath directly, focused on what I could achieve today, without telling anyone what I have accomplished.

3. Saving time. Believe it or not, scrolling your phone, and how amazing your friends life could be might take 1 hr at least, if you accumulated it. That would takes tons of quota, and of course, your time that could be used to watch a movie, or simply enjoy yourself back then

4. Live your life. I know how amazing my friends life, but come on guys, no need exactly to be like them, because your life is already beautiful and amazing so far, if you re-thinking and be grateful for what you had right now.

5. Effective. There's a time when you want to post what you're doing, especially when you want everyone knows what you're learning currently and how hard/easy these could be, right? Hmmmmm. To be honest gaes, beware! Whenever you focused on what you want to learn, and you got distracted 5 - 10 minutes, you could lose what you've learned loh. Yet, it will take at least 5 minutes posing and taking the picture, another 5 minutes, to write what you want to posted, etc. By deleting your Instagram's account, you could be more effective and achieve more in the future. Believe me :)

And the list could go down infinitely.

Months to years without Instagram is extremely worthy. I challenge you to do #7dayswithoutInstagram challenge, and give me the result in these post ya. Comment below!

Thanks guysss! Hope you are doing well !


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Fresh Graduates Starter Kits

23:05 rafi 6 Comments


Hello guys!

First of all, I would like to congrats all of my friends that just graduated from ITB this October. I would definitely say "Welcome to the real world!" because, it is! You're no longer having that "Student" title, which means, it's you with your knowledge, skills, and goals that decided what kind of career you would pursue.

Graduation Photo (Personal Documentation)
As a fresh graduate, in which, I just graduated on April 2017, I have gone through on your stage, where as, I am so confused which career I should take. Since I am Meteorologist, my dilemma is not only "Work or take master degree?", but mostly about "Professional, Entrepreneur, NGO, or .... take master degree?"

Why'd bother overthinking that?

First of all, I was born from Entrepreneur family, my father, grand father, and grand-grand father are Businessman. As a businessman, they lead and worked for not only themselves, but also for their employees. I ever considered to take my father's role, to continue our business further ..... I knew everything, from how much he got, how big its potential tho. But my footstep stopped because my father didn't want me to. He wants me to work at BUMN such as Pertamina, in which, he considered as the best job that guarantee my life prosperous.

I took that choice, by considering several things, from my father's advice, also from my family's condition, that I couldn't tell you further

Second of all, master degree. As you already knew, I am obviously love with Meteorology. I love seeing skies, feel the wind, even breaking down equation for approaching real condition of phenomenon. I am feeling that "I could be Scientist" tho. And then, the reality faced me up, I realized my father has been 64 years old, I still have 2 brothers, one of them would take bachelor degree, while one of them still in Junior High School. Since my big brothers can't even help themselves, my sister been married, and my father is old, yups ..... I should help him now, at least, take some of his burden for sure. And I decided, this master degree won't go anywhere, it could wait me for the next few years lah.

I took another shoot, leaving it behind, facing down reality, and let's take professional career!


Oke.

Third of all, to be professional workers. Which path I should take? I am creating plan A, B, and C for sure. Plan A, starting my intern @ Pertamina, and pursuing my career in this field further. I applied internship in HSE Pertamina. It took 3 month for the process to be honest, and while waiting for this role. I set my plan B and C. Plan B is getting another Job, I prefer took any Business or Data Analyst role, since I have experienced in Business, and I interested with analyzing data to get the best insights and actionable recommendation. I kept applying and getting called from several companies, which I believed, they're quite interest with my CV and experienced at the same time.

Plan C? Well, I opened with Corporate Social Responsibility (CSR) role actually. I used to work with local society, teach them, empower them, making them smarter from several Project I have taken. Since being Disaster Creative Mapping and Education (DCME) project leader, also Youth for Climate Agent (YFCA) co-founder, I found my eternal peace, whenever I served myself to the others. Saving the earth while empowering society, what's the biggest achievement you could give back then? SO YEAH, I'm oke with pursuing career in here. Even if started salary won't be so big.

So, what next? Here's the thing. In these void phase, what you're doing is really important! Somehow, it could determine which career you're going to get. And here I listed what I'm doing, such as:

1. Prepare several kind of CV

You might know I have much working and organization experiences. Everything might valuable, but there's no point to write all of them for sure. While applying Pertamina, mostly I mixed up my professional, academic, and organization experience. Basically, I want they knew what I'm capable of. I want to give exposure that I'm professionally and academically capable, while balancing my activity with extra curricular activities. I'm not talking about being a member or staff ya, but most likely talked about achievements of my organization whenever I lead specific roles.

And then, for Data or Business Analyst, I am definitely highlight my working experiences as Data Analyst in ESDM, followed by my experienced as Assistant Lecturer of Weather and Climate Data Analysis also Numerical Weather Forecast, to assure that I'm interested enough with Data, and told them it's not so different with what I was doing back then.

Last but not least, for CSR, I prepare my CV to highlighted my experiences in working with Local Communities. Any related experiences would be written down, followed by my achievements in doing social projects etc. I do apply lots of CSR jobs, unfortunately, there's no NGO that accepted my capabilities tho. Idk why, but there's nothing to lose lah haha

2. Don't let your time, wasted !

For f sake, don't ever waste your time a dime loh! I literally took any opportunities for being Intern in ESDM as soon as I graduated from ITB (Unofficially). Yups, unofficially, I already  get my bachelor degree since December 2017. After that, I told myself, there's no time to celebrate and waste of my money and time, because I knew I'm officially jobless now. I called my friend, to introduce me with ESDM scientist, and being part-time data analyst with them. I managed to get 2 projects done, in which, so valuable enriching my CV. Being Intern is not really taking my focus to get the real job, since I just give 2 - 3 hours a day for doing my Job. What next? I have 16 hours a day, 3 hours for Intern, and then? Yups, every morning, I saw linkedin, read articles about Data Analysis, Leadership, Management, Business, anything. I could spend 1 hour reading them. I want to make myself informed well with what's happening in this world. Since the development is extremely fast.

And ..... Don't forget, I used to apply for 6 jobs minimum.

What next? I learned German, French, and Dutch. Getting 50 exp a day for each of them. Haha, I know it sounds BS, but, I have dreamed job working on United Nations, and knowing lots of Language especially French would be an advantages tho. It's interesting loh how these language, somehow influence bahasa also. Yups, not only Dutch, but also German, and French, some of Bahasa's word came from these.

Oke, what next? I used to write in my blog, Tunza Eco Generation, and etc. Writing my ideas to solving earth's problem, isn't it interesting? Haha. I took FREE online training/workshop, which could get me certificate. I learned from UNITAR (United Nations Institute for Training and Research), to enrich my knowledge about Climate Change and how the diplomatic's work. It's a piece of cake for sure, since I have taken Climate Policy course in ITB. I took Datacamp, codecademy, etc to learn SQL, Python, and R languages.


Watching movie is oke, but just not too often ya, to relax your day mah oke.

3. Rehearse, It's your future Job for f sake

Hmmmmm, I guess it's the most important thing to do. No matter how easy this job for you, do not forget to rehearse! Yups, for any jobs, I would prepare anything. From psychology test, till interview, anything should be prepared well. I remembered, when I was applying on 08 AM morning, I got called on 10 AM and interviewed on 18 PM. What the hell, if I'm pessimistic person, I might give it a  go without rehearsing myself, but no, I'm taking a chance, and rehearse for my Interview.

What I did is pretty simple, I checked the Job description, try to understand what's the role could be, and learn it. If it mention about Business Process, then I would googling everything about Business Process, if the title about Data Management, I would googling everything regarding Data Management END to END. Yups, somehow, it helped me a lot during FGD, and Interview, because you already prepare it so well. If the output didn't come as you expected, then evaluated, "Have you prepared this enough?" "What do I miss?" "What's wrong with me?" etc.

This is your future job, by defining what you're going to do, it'll help go through any test loh. Trust me, it works :)

In the end, what happened then? While I'm waiting for Pertamina, I got offered from Elevenia to be apprentice. I took it, since it's "Take it or leave it" situation. And no regret till now, learning new things from zero, and Alhamdulillah been promoted as permanent employee in here.


And last, here comes the end of this article, once again, I congratulate all of new fresh graduate, my advice, do not forget to plan your future job ya, you'll have this title for the next 2 years, so make sure you choose the right career path,  sist! For the next 2 years, you may change your job, till you find the right one. How come it's right? Probably I'm going to share it in the next article haha

PS. If you have any comment or thought or questions, do not hesitate to write it on comment section ya, I used to check my blog gradually, so I hope I could answer all of these questions or comments in the future!

Thanks in advance and see you gaes :))

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What I learned from the last 3 month

22:33 rafi 4 Comments


Hello everyone!

It's been a while since my last article. Currently I have huge load of work tho. But that's ok, I am obviously enjoy this one, since I love what I do in the first place.

So tonight what I want to share is .... what I've been through for the last 2 - 3 month.

Well, just a couple month ago, I've been in this dilemmatic situation, where I got offering from another start up. The role I could take is Business Intelligence Analyst, from my point of view, the role is so challenging! It's like joining several job desc from Data Architect, BI Support, and also Customer Analytics at the same time! From my last interview, the users are so face-paced, and expat, which is ..... from Sweden. I am seeing this as opportunity to sharpen not only my technical skills, but also my language, and of course, opportunity to live under pressure in face-paced environment.

I was exciting back then, but extremely  dilemma at the first place. Why? Yups, back then, I'm still being Apprentice, while the company itself not really in its best performance. The worst part? I still have penalty, and the number is quite big tho.

Well, since I have my mentor, which refers to my General Manager and also Team Leader, I shared everything to them. I am new in this world, I gave them the number, I gave them the reason, the job description, even approximate salary IF I took that. I asked them anything, since my TL have been through as BI and Data Architect in his previous and current company. He even asked me, to do my research about this company, since it's really important to know the stability and sustainability of this company.

I felt mentored really well, and I own them one since then. I didn't take this offer, and keep doing my best and maintain my performance in this current role. and I did.

In the middle of these, I was called by one company, asking me whether I interested with their vacant. I told them so and begin my logic and first interview Test. I managed to continue on the second phase Interview, but I decided to leave, because my target been achieved. Yups, hired as permanent employee as Pricing and Customer Analytics Manager.

Happy? Of course! For the last 2 month, I just knew what actually happened with my Analysis. I learnt pricing, segmented valuable vs non-valuable customer, even taking roles as Promotion Analyst! Actually, it's same with roles I would take if I passed the last interview.

Things have got better and better, I felt someone has designed this life beautifully. I mean, I reject the offer, and got HIRED after that. I didn't continue my Interview as Promotion Analyst, and my current roles is doing that! Last but not least, what I'm happy is .... whenever your analysis used and presented in top level management. I know that  I'm not really created the crazy recommendation, since that what my GM and my VP were doing, but ..... giving them these insight, which is digging lots of Customer Behavior, top products, payment, and why these customers cancelled in the first place. I love and enjoy these processes and still believe, these might the right career I should take.

Lesson learned! Millennials like me, should be patient with our life, enjoy the process, and the result might not betray your effort! What's the point of having high salary, if you even can't enjoy what you've taken in the first place? Learn, Grateful, and Patient!

PS. Special thanks to my GM and TL that used to be friend instead of boss back then. Truly love you guys!


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A poem of survivors

23:15 rafi 6 Comments

I used to ask myself
Why am I easily crying?
In my life, everything is not easy
Have I called stupid by a teacher? Yes!
Have I called queer/gay by my friends? Yes!
Was I angry? No!
Was I sad? Yes!
Was I crying? In the silence!

Things getting hard if you got this entitled,
People would judge you based on what they hear
They didn't even know me that much
They didn't even try approaching me
They didn't even ask, what they want to ask
Confirm, what need to be  confirmed
Fix, what need to be fixed
"Is that even bad?" myself asking
How could we say it's right or wrong,
Since world fueled by fuzzy numbers.
There's always values between 1 and 0
Period

Things I knew
Hurting someone's hurt is wrong
Breaking apart someone's soul is wrong
Leaving grudge in someone's live is wrong

Things I realized
God designed everything so well
He created me to be more open minded
He wanted me to be not so judgmental person
He guided me to be that person, who could accept the others, just the way they are
Not what they used to be entitled
He taught me to be stronger
He showed me the way looking at people
He steered me to straight path, for living my life, in a loving and caring situation
Oh, almighty God
"Then which of the favours of your lord will ye deny?"

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