Well, It Digs me a Lot !

Got it from ferdy, and .... Damn, it's true !

"It sad, so sad, it's a sad sad situation~" -Blue

Yeah, it's about the way you act to the others. Just, please don't make someone expect great things to you and then you just, Bang ! Thrown it in their face who loves you just like love themself. Yeah, let's learning together. Me, being myself and super childish, selfish, high self-esteem (ashamed to asking forgiveness, ashamed to asking all of 'my fault', and once again, sooooo childish)

Good night and .... farewell :)


I am The Second One .... But, I'm ....

There are 2 kind of person : Ordinary and Extraordinary person. Which one are you? Well, it depends on you. Totally.

Being an Ordinary person is .... whenever you're doubting something -> You never tried to solve it -> 100% failed -> Blame the others

It's totally different with an Extraordinary person .... whenever you're doubting something -> Thinking for the answer -> Try it -> BELIEVE it -> Is it success? No, it depends with the result. -> If failed, not blaming someone but evaluate the way he/she did -> Try it again -> BELIEVE it again -> Is it success? It depends with the result -> If fail? Evaluate again -> Try a new one ..... and so on.

Which one is the most ordinary person has? Of course the first one ! It's about 3% (estimated) who has the spirit in the second one.
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Then what? what if, a person who has the second character failed and failed ? Hmmmmm, sometimes, whenever you have evaluated what you've done and there is a point where "OK, I AM DONE ! I'VE DONE EVERYTHING TO GET IT, BUT ..... I CAN'T". Yeah, sometimes you need to do it because it was wasting your precious time to get these thing that was really difficult to get it. You've given all of your time, energy, thought, everything. Well dude, you need to move on then !
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Where am I going? Hmmmmm, for you, the most innocent person in the world, The "Mrs. Right", "The-Mrs-who-don't-give-a-fuck-with-the-others-feeling", just don't ever be surprised if there's bunch of person who would say "I am done, I've tried everything to get your fvckin attention. Sorry if I surrender for everything. It's just too hard to continue these act. Sorry."
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That's the way it is. Everything's been written in my destiny. Perhaps time would heal everything. When? well, let's see then~

Good night and have a nice dream, readers :* Let's be an extraordinary person !

When the TRUTH has been SPOKEN !

Found it on Ask.fm

The truth has been spoken (stak deng deng !) *drum rolls*


Is it wrong, the path I chose ?

Well, there is an old friend who ask me something. Kind of an important question.

"Raf, Menurut lo apakah dengan menghilang dan meninggalkan masalah lo dibelakang akan menyelesaikan masalah lo?" or ...

"Raf, did you think whether you've gone and left all of your problem behind would solve your problem?"

Well, it's kinda weird, right? hmmmm, I know the reason he ask me. It's all because I have this kind of problem, really really trivial problem, not important but has a great impact for me !

I answered his question :

"Fer, it's not solving my problem ! Not at all ! But at least, right now, I have so many quality time for myself ! I don't give a fuck to those who may never think what I feel. Hehehe."

And then,

"Fer, Is it wrong? or is it right? Well, I don't know the answer, clearly, It's just the path I chose. I have felt betrayed for twice, and it's really hurt. I don't know if it's right, but, I think, it's the best way I've chosen !"


Kind of Hectic Semester

Fiuh, at last, I could post something good right here :")

It's been a month where college stuff like homework, homework again, mid semester exam, homework again, homework homework and homework, project, campaign, coding, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, you should know how these shit comes and comes, one by one, unstoppable, deadline everyday, even, All of my movie haven't been watched since 1 month ago.
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Hey, raf, don't you have any Holiday before? HELL YES, THERE ARE ! But, once again, my task seems didn't have end at all ! Sometimes, I wanna scream "Aaaaaaaaa" and say "FUCK ! WHEN ARE YOU GONNA END, DUDE?!". You'll often meet me in panic condition, where I didn't know what I should do first ! Mindfuck !
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I am not alone ! I am with several my friends whose being active in several organization like me, and .... we should manage our time to be several part ! Ah, right here, our management skill being tested ! Was it hard? Yes ! Totally. And then here we come, our senior. What just he said?
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"Dek, ini masih selow, tunggu semester 6 !" or "Guys, it's still slow, just wait in semester 6!"
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"HAHAHAHAHAHA, IT'S STILL SLOW, RIGHT?"
OKEY ! After listening that motivation state -or I could say an destroyer statement- The way I think directly changed to be "Raf, it's still slow. Cheer up !"
Beauty isn't it? The way I think made it easy, the way I think changes everything ! If you think it's hard, then it's gonna be hard! When you think it's easy, hmmmmm, at last, it's not really forced you, moreover, your feeling.
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Okey guys, what have we got here? Change the way you think, okey ? For me, it made me stronger, it push me to be patient, to be smile whenever the deadline comes, to be happy whenever problem comes, to be positive whenever all the negative things come to you !

"Everything happens for a reason? Is it good or bad? Well, it depends on the way you think. Clearly, it always has a good thing deep into it"

PS : Don't ever forget to ask for prayer to your parents. It kinda helps, ya know~



Antara Waktu, Buku, dan Dunia

Rentangmu panjang, namun terasa pendek
Tampak lama, tapi sebentar
Tampak mudah, tapi susah
Tampak mengerikan, namun menyimpan sejuta keindahan
Kau adalah waktu

Hai kau sang pujangga kehidupan
Sering kau kubawa tanpa tujuan
Sering pula kau kubaca tanpa ku ketahui maknanya
Terkadang kau tebal namun kosong
Tipis namun berisi
Orang sering berprasangka baik padamu, padahal kau buruk
Beberapa sering berprasangka buruk padamu, padahal kau baik
Dinamika kehidupanku, dapat digambarkan olehmu
Kau adalah Buku

Aku merasa pilu
Dengan segala kemudahan yang telah diberi teknologi
Waktuku yang singkat itu kubuang dengan sia-sia
Bukuku yang punya sejuta cerita tinggallah menjadi debu
Aku takut
Berada dalam kondisi di tengah hiruk-pikuknya teknologi

Oh Tuhan,
Bantu aku menghadapi kefanaan ini
Karena ku tahu, akan ada masa dimana hidupku tak dibatasi dimensi waktu
Menuju Ketakhinggaan dan Melampauinya

Chasing Fireworks

Ah, it feels like I've been a year didn't write something huhu. You know, it's college stuff, like assignment, quiz, takin some responsibility for organization stuff, and so on ....

Well, Happy Birthday Bandung ! You been 204 y.o. ! You're still young for some city I guess, keep creative and cool !

Celebrating its birthday, Bandung held a party named 'Bandung Fest 2014', There are Car free night in Dago street, Concert with really Great Band's like Mocca, Payung Teduh, and many more Indie Band. And for the best part, there would be a Fireworks party with budget about 1,2 Billion Rupiah for 20 minutes they said ....

I just got these Information from several group in Line. Here it is :
After getting these, me and my friends made a plan, we would meet at McD dago, lookin for something to eat, and .... walking around at Dago Culinary Night, of course we didn't want to miss the best part, so that we would search the best spot for watching these fireworks party. Looks like a great plan, isn't it?

But .... Here it is .... The Real story haha. Ah, Dynamic of Life !

Well, we changed the plan, we're gonna meet at Dipati ukur and eating at Ayam bakar Padang at 8.00 p.m. .... After gathering with kevin in McD, we were walking to Ayam Bakar Padang, nearly Oji's home stay. Tired enough, but, come on, it's not too far. After arrived, they've eaten their food. I directly ordered one, because I am really hungry ! Fat person stuff ya know .... While waiting, there's a group street musician, one using violint, another one using drum, gitar, and flute. If I wasn't wrong, they played a classic, it's really good to hear, I was feeling happy while listen their song. I gave them 1000 rupiah, and request one song again, they played really good, and made me really happy. Thanks anyway, because I was feeling fucked up and really tired :") I haven't slept after waking up at 7.30 a.m.

And then, voila, my food been come, like always, I was eating fast. And then, I commented about the food, it made me remember my hometown, really, Padang's curry is really good ! Although it's not spicy at all, but the salty taste, with spice a la Padang. Ah, thanks for the chef, he could make me remember my hometown :")

After eating, Never forget to take a picture ! Haha

Renny .... Why're you so black? Exotic ! Heuheu




















Yey, we should go, walking around on the Dago Culinary Night :")

After arrived at the the check point -Jetset store-, we was walking around, and ... at the first sight, I saw Ridwan Kamil ! My favorite Major ever ! Having some goals to be like him? Not Impossible thought :")

And Then, we kept walking and walking, there're so much food, food everywhere :") And ya know, I asking 'how much' for each food's stand, and .... fvcked, it's quite expensive. I just swallowed my spittle :"""") 

Once again, there're a good spot for takin some picture, taraaaa, got some for me :")

Cute overload <3




















Am I Cute enough? Well, I felt like Freshman heuheuheuheu, That's cute :") #FeelingYoung

We kept walking and walking till we found a good spot to take selfie ! Here it is ....

Me, myself, and I looks awesome haha, what a pity for ucup .... Haha

Failed ! Cause, dat finger ....

Selfie with ka Age (The right one)




















Yeah, we met with Ka Age right here .... Honestly,he took several photos of us, but ..... Those were not focus at all ! The result was ..... Really bad :") Damn !

Yeah, after takin some selfie photos, we kept walking around ! Me, my self, lookin around especially for food, lookin for unique food, But, I didn't find it at all :""") There's a stand who sell photatoes food, but .... So expensive ! aaaaaaaaa, I am student, okey?! Once again, I just swallowed my spittle ! pfftttttt


At last, we back to Dipatiukur, thirsty? Really ! Tired? Of course ! It feels like walking for 5 km heuheu. We -without Renny- bought a toast, for 12 thousand with Peanut and Chocolate topping. Waiting about 30 minutes :") And then, we bought juice ! Really fresh ! But, unfortunately, when we're waiting for our juices, A fireworks party begin ! Aaaaaaaa, we're in a bad spot :"( There's a big tree that made us can't see. Perhaps it's just a half exploded ! 

But, after several minutes, it stopped ! We didn't know why, but I guess it just a testing ! And we're still waiting for our juices, once again, it's begin ! On the same spot :"""( We couldn't see the best part. But .... We're confident that it's gonna end about 20 minutes again .... But, voila, it stopped! Again? Is it still testing? Pffftttt, We're still khusnudzon. At last, our juices been served ! We paid and directly go to Oji's roof top. But .... There's nothing at all, we're waiting for 30 minutes thought :"(((( 

"That's all? Is that a fireworks party with 1,2 Billion rupiah worth? Aaaaaa, dissapointed ! I thought all of Bandung's citizen gonna be dissapointed like us .... That's not even 100 million I guess :"((( Aaaaaaaaaaaaa"

Been 11.30 p.m. We should go home, the best part? Nope ! The best part is when these story's made ! With your cool friends, enjoying the night together, tired, thirsty, unhappy, being some togetherness ! For Chasing Fireworks. Once again, Happy Birthday Bandung ! Love ya <3

Thanks for being our great city ! Keep Creative !